Tuesday, November 18, 2008

A note to self

"To let go isn't to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't about winning or losing. Its not about pride or its not about how you appear, and its not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and it doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It's not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and its not about defeat. To let go is not to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experience and growing. To let go is to be thankful of the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. Its about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and streght to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free.

Don't wish me happiness. I don't expect to be happy. Its gotten beyond that, somehow. Wish me courage and strength. I will need them all."

KEKOSONGAN JAWATAN DI ENCORAL

NIncorporated in 1993, eNCoral has enjoyed continued success and profitability as a project-based IT systems integration company. For the new millennium, eNCoral has reinvented itself to become an E-Business Solutions company. We offer software based solutions and services to assist our customers through the main steps as they transition into fully functional E-Business. We partner Oracle to provide customers with tools, products and methodologies needed to customize or integrate packaged solutions and develop custom web-based applications. Our key services include implementing reliable, robust and secure computing environments , design and implementing Enterprise Information Portals , implementation of Business Intelligence solutions and Performance Management System.



SYSTEM ANALYST/ASSIST. SYSTEM ANALYST


Responsibilities:

Understand clients' business processes.
Responsible for managing muti-level relationships with clients.
Provide or manage ongoing support for existing applications; prioritize new issues and working with the customers to determine the best use of IT resources in order to best address their business needs.
Work together with a team of Business Analysts and other IT groups, either on-site or remotely, under the direction of your Project Manager.
Act as the representative and be the client's "single contact". Formally documenting prioritized solution requirements that are aligned with technical and business feasibility. Plan and execute acceptance testing.
Provide consultation to clients and lead cross-functional linked teams to address business or systems issues.


Requirements:
Minimum 2 years experience in the IT industry. Fresh graduates are also encouraged to apply.
Experience in end-user support, including the prioritization and rationalisation of new support issues, business requirements analysis, functional unit testing and facilitating user acceptance testing (UAT).
Must have superior written,presentation and verbal communication skills, analytical and project management skills.
Must possess a solid understanding of information technology and have the ability to conceptually relate technology to a business' needs.
Competence in data modeling, facilitation, rapid applications development, or process re-engineering is a plus.

Must be able to work under a fast pace environment with tight deadlines.
BA/BS/B Sc degree in IT or MBA/MSc in IT qualification, or equivalent business/technical experience preferred.
Applicants should be Malaysian citizens.




Programmer

Responsibilities:
Participate in user-requirement study, assist in the preparation of requirement specifications in accordance to users' needs.
Assist in the implementation of projects and enhancements.
Assist in technical feasibility study, evaluate and analyst user requirements, and recommend solutions.
Assist in preparation of Functional and Technical Specifications.
Perform coding and unit testing in accordance with System.
Development Lifecycle.
Perform system and integration testing, and support user acceptance testing and implementation.
Provide production support and resolve issues.
Ensure that development is completed per the functional specifications standards through the relevant test (Quality Assurance and System Integration Testing/SIT).
Assist in the preparation of Solution Proposals for new business product requirements.
Develop and oversee the development of the User Guide and Standard Operating Procedures/SOP for any new applications or enhancements done to existing applications.
Provide technical consultancy and advisory to other departments on new application or enhancement on existing applications.

Requirements:
· Candidate must possess at least a Bachelor's Degree, Post Graduate Diploma or Professional Degree in Computer Science/Information Technology or equivalent.
· 1 year or more of software development experience is preferred. Fresh graduates are also encouraged to apply.
· Required skill(s): Experience in J2EE, Java, Oracle database and knowledge in Software Development Life Cycle (SDLC).
· Strong passion for programming and strong analytical skills. (PHP, Mysql and SQL)
· Key quality (s): Able to work independently, team player, quick learner, proactive, good interpersonal skills, strong analytical and problem solving abilities.
· Knowledge in Struts framework/XML/UNIX is an added advantage.
· Must be pro-active, a good team player and strong self-starter.
· Independent and quick learner.
· Team player who is able to effectively meet deadlines.



Management Trainee
(Accounting)

Responsibilities:
· Experienced in handling AP, AR, and full set of accounts would be an advantage Must be PC literate with knowledge of computer based accounting software
· To handle petty cash claims and prepare official receipt & payment voucher
· To record and arrange cheques transactions
· To prepare payment for creditors as approved
· To request debit/credit note for debtors/creditors
· To ensure proper records keeping and filing system of the department
· To handle any other related jobs and administrative functions as assigned by the Account/Finance Manager

Requirements:
· Candidate must possess at least LCCI, Diploma, Advanced/Higher/Graduate Diploma, Bachelor's Degree, Post Graduate Diploma or Professional Degree in Finance/Accountancy/Banking or equivalent.
· Fresh graduates/Entry level applicants are encouraged to apply.
· Required skill(s): Microsoft Office
· Preferred skill(s): Oracle Financials.
· Self-motivated and able to work independently with minimum supervision.
· Willing to learn.
· Applicants should be Malaysian citizens or hold relevant residence status.


Sales Executive

Requirements:
Diploma or Degree holder, at least 1-2 years’ experience in the Sales environment
Knolwedge in IT is a must
Fluent in English & Bahasa Malaysia
Good in Presentation Skills and able to work independently, committed and proactive.
Pleasant personality, ambitious, resourceful and result oriented.
Applicants must be willing to work in Kuala Lumpur.
Applicants should be Malaysian citizens or hold relevant residence status.
Independent, aggressive and result oriented.
Possess good interpersonal & communication skills.
Possess own transport and willing to travel.
Highly motivated, team players and customer oriented.





Interested applicants are invited to send their full resume
with recent passport-sized photograph (n.r.)



Human Resource Department
ENCORAL DIGITAL SOLUTIOS SDN. BHD.
No 9 Jalan 3/146, Metro Centre
57000 Bandar Tasik Selatan
Kuala Lumpur
Tel: +03-9058 8000 Fax : +03-9058 5770
Email: mazia@nc.com.my
website: www.nc.com.my

Monday, November 17, 2008

Tag by ChuNk

01. Real name : Aishah Binti Abdullah
02. Nickname : Sya, Sasha..
03. Status : u already noe..:)
04. Zodiac Sign : Gemini
05. Gender : Female
06. Age : 23 years
07. High School : SMK Ayer puteh, Kemaman
08. College : Kolej teknologi Bestari [UPM]
09. Height : 155
10. Weight : 48
11. Do you like yourself : of coz i like myself...am what i am and dats something others cant never be...hehe
12. Piercings : yup...
13. Right or left : both..
14. Are you a freak : nope…
15. Hair : layer…
16. Skin : sawo matang ke kuning langsat??ntah..hehe..xpun gelap..haha
17. Allergic : sometimes….
18. What are you doing now : bce comment kt myspce..hehe
19. What will you doing 1 hour later : ngadapp PC..coding..huh
20. What will you doing 10 years later : succesfull in ma life....dh kawin ade ank 2..ha3
21. Live with mother/father/parents/family : Yes..but now umah bujang..hi2
22. Siblings(included you) : 6
23. Eldest : My sis…Azizah…45 years…
24. Youngest : Me, myself..hihi..Sasya 23..[mak cu nih]hihi
25. Love/hate your family : Of coz la i LOVE ma family….
26. You found your another half : yezZA..:)
27. If yes, who is he/she : izam
28. Who you want he/she to be : my huband??hehe
29. Time(s) you in relationship : March 2007
30. Ever woo boy/girl : nop..:)
31. Anyone woo you before : yup…mybe now..hehe
32. Did anything wrong to your other half : maybe??erm..dunNo...
33. What was/were the wrong you had done : not sure
34. Ever argue with your other half : yup….sometimes…
35. You with your other half since : no komen..hehe
36. Are you straight : of coz la!!
37. Reasons you love your other half : no reason..
38. You and your other half in which stage : love..love..love
39. You woo he/she or he/she woo you : he woo me..
40. Ever think of marry he/she : yezZa..:)
41. Your first best friend : ezu,eza,eja...
42. Your first enemy : erm..xde kot..hehe
43. The friends you love the most : someone @ tganu
44. The enemy you hate the most(1only) : xde la
45. Your most beautiful girl friend : sume cantik2, includings u...
46. Your most handsome boy friend : semualah..haha
47. The kind of girl you hate the most : yg xreti bhsa..huhu
48. The kind of boy you hate the most : yg gatall merenyam..
49. You fall in love with your close friend before : never
51. If your friend backstabbing you : putus kawan..hehe
52. If your friend betray you : nop my fwen..ever
53. If your friend woo your lover : i will kill her
54. If your friends fall in love with you : xsuka..xmau
55. If you fall in love with your best friend : never…
56. Are you a good student : sometime yes..sometime no….
57. You always done your homeworks/assignments : always last min..
58. The teacher/tutor you love the most : xingat ler..hihi
59. Always late to school/college : nop..
60. Your class : my class??best kot
61. You love your seniors : ermm benci ade..hihi
62. Senior who you love the most : nehi hai..:)
63. Your classmates good/bad : of coz gud??hehehe
64. Excellent result classmate : not sure..
65. Laziest classmate : not sure..
66. Smart people : perfect kot..
67. Stupid people : malas, xb'usaha..
68. Good looking people : berpewatakan baik, menarik[hihi]…
69. Ugly people : berpewatakan xbaik n xmenarik[huhu]…
70. Funny people : pandai bt lawak la..
71. Cute people : u & me..:P
72. Bad people : yg jahat
73. Honest people : honest people..hihi
74. Acting people : acting people..huhu
75. You are what kind of people : dunNo..myb u noe..:)
76. Lip or eyes : eyes
77. Hugs or kisses : dua2
78. Shorter or taller : taller
79. Hesitant or spontaneous : mayb...erm both??:)
80. Nice stomach or nice arms : both.hehe
81. Listener or talker : listener…
82. Romantic or rich : romantic..
83. Good husband or Good Father : both
84. Age to get marry : not sure..
85. Numbers of kid(s) : 4 dah ler..hihi
86. Career : Software Developer
87. Salary : 1500..xclup..huhu
88. Retirement age : smpai aku larat keje..hehe
89. Properties value : secret laa..
90. Wishes : Wish all the nice thing belongs to me..i'Allah..:)

Friday, November 14, 2008

keje

http://emo.huhiho.com

arini xtaw la nk wtpe..tlg la aku..huhu
ermm..boringnyer..duk tganu pun cmni..KL pun cmni gk..
erm myb dye nk kasi ktorg rest dlu byk2..pasni kaw2 punyer bg keje..=p

soo kte enjoy..http://emo.huhiho.com

Thursday, November 13, 2008

OLIVIA

Olivia mengisahkan tentang Olivia, seorang gadis muda yang memiliki segala-galanya. Olivia mempunyai seorang abang kembar bernama Ruben. Olivia meminati bola sepak, manakala Ruben pula meminati muzik.

Ruben telah meninggalkan rumahnya secara rahsia untuk menghadiri sesi ujibakat. Demi membantu Ruben, Olivia telah menyamar sebagai lelaki dan dengan kesempatan itu, dia cuba menyertai pasukan bola sepak di sekolahnya.

Olivia terpaksa mengubah penampilan dan gayanya sebagai seorang lelaki. Olivia terpaksa menghadapi banyak kesulitan ketika menyamar sebagai Ruben di sekolah. Tetapi, dia dapat menghadapinya dengan bantuan rakan-rakannya. Sikap Olivia yang aneh di sekolah telah menyebabkan Justin mencurigainya.

Oleh itu, dia cuba merapatkan hubungan Justin dan Chelsea demi menyembunyikan penyamarannya. Chelsea sebenarnya menyukai Olivia, dan Olivia mula menyukai Justin.

Kepulangan Ruben akhirnya telah membongkarkan segala-galanya dan menimbulkan kekecohan di antara mereka. Pertandingan bola sepak juga hampir dibatalkan setelah mereka mengetahui status sebenar Olivia.

Namun, jurulatih telah membantu Olivia dan pertandingan bola sepak diteruskan semula. Dan akhirnya, Olivia telah menyumbangkan kemenangan untuk pasukannya. Justin tetap bersikap dingin terhadap Olivia. Ketika ibu Olivia ingin memperkenalkan Olivia kepada Faizal, Justin datang untuk menyatakan cintanya terhadap Olivia.

Untuk mengetahui siapakah jejaka yang menjadi pilihan Olivia, jangan ketinggalan janji temu anda menyaksikan Olivia mengisi slot Asean Delight, setiap hari Isnin hingga Khamis, jam 6.00 petang menerusi RTM2 yang dijamin mampu menghidupkan situasi petang anda sekeluarga.

sinetron OLIVIA



moshi2..ashiteru...:)
xsabar nk blik ni..hihi
nk tgk cter OLIVIA tV2
besh gler..kelakar banget..

~cerita ini lucu banget deh...ditambah olivia yg cantik..boleh menjadi ruben yg ganteng..lagi pula ade si raffi ahmad..wahaaha..tak kering gusi deh menahan lucu..~sayangnya aku gak slalu bisa full nonton dari awal sampai akhir...episode kemarin juga gak sempat lihat

THIS I PROMISE YOU


When the visions around you, bring tears to your eyes

And all that surrounds you, are secrets and lies

I’ll be your strength, I’ll give you hope

keeping your faith when it’s gone

The one you should call, we’re standing here all along

And I will take, you in my arms, and hold you right where you belong

‘Till the day my life is through, this I promise you

This I promise you

I’ve loved you forever, in lifetimes before

And I promise you never, will you hurt anymore

I give you my word, I give you my heart

This is a battle we’ve won

And with this now forever has now begun

Just close your eyes, each loving day

And know this feeling won’t go away, nooo

‘Till the day my life is through, this I promise you

This I promise you

Over and over I fall, when I hear you call

Without you in my life baby

I just wouldn’t be living at all

And I will take, (I will take you in my arms), you in my arms

And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)

‘Till the day my life is through, this I promise you babe

Just close your eyes, each loving day(each loving day)

And know this feeling won’t go away, (no)

Every word I say is true, this I promise you

Every word I say is true, this I promise you

I promise you


[this is my favorite song..my boo love too~~it’s great song for NSYNC di awal tahun 2000]

SINGLE UNTIL YOU ARE 45! NO JOKE!

T - O - M - A - T - O
you're TAKEN.

C - H - E - R - R - Y
you like someone ALOT but don't know
how they feel about you.

S - T - R - A - W - B - E - R - R - Y
you're in a relationship & you love the
guy / girl so much that you never want
to lose them no matter what it takes.
you'll do anything for them. you love
them SO MUCH!

G - R - A - P - E
you're SINGLE and proud of it

C - O - C - O - N - U - T
you're SINGLE, & don't REALLY CARE. ALL
YOU want to do IS LIVE LIFE and HAVE
FUN!!


L - E - M - O - N
you're about to GIVE UP.

B - A - N - A - N - A
you're TAKEN but CONFUSED.

P - I - N- E - A - P - P - L - E
YOU are taking LIFE as it comes.

W-A - T - E - R - M - E - L - O - N
you were left at birth then taken in by
elves and NOW you're FIGHTING crime WITH a CANDY CANE.

A - P - P - L - E
You like SOMEONE and they like you, BUT
you both aren't together

L - I - M - E
you don't care anymore.

O - R - A - N - G - E
FLIRTY and HAPPY with the way things
are RIGHT NOW. You're just LOOKING to have a good time. BUT wouldn't MIND HAVING SOMEONE TO LOVE in your life.

B - L - U - E - B - E - R - R - Y
CONFUSED

G-U-A-V-A
Sweet and Salt.

SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TO YOU
TONIGHT :)

Pagi yang indah...

~2day is a nice day..
~bangun pagi...gosok gigi..mandi..hehe
~time 2 go ofis..
~beli kue [lapar banget]
~doNnuT...ermmm yummi
~dah hbis mkn da..[lapar lg lar]hahaha...kuatnye aku mkn..:)

~masuk ofis..bukak tenet..[wojib]huhu...dari dlu smpai skg..
xubah2..CKIN lar ni..hehehe
~eee..borinknyew mamat tu call aku pagi2...pe diye nk ni..
ingat aku gefreN dye ke..SERABUT lerr...
~hilang moOd aku..fuhhhh :(

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Menunggumu

Didalam sebuah cinta…terdapat bahasa
Yang mengalun indah…mengisi jiwa
merindukan kisah…kita berdua
Yang tak pernah bisa…akan terlupa

Bila Rindu ini..masih milikmu
Kuhadirkan sebuah..tanya untukmu
Harus brapa lama..aku menunggumu..
aku menunggumu…

Didalam masa indah…saat bersamamu
Yang tak pernah bisa…akan terlupa
Kenangan masa yang…menghancurkan jiwa
Dengan segenap cinta…aku bertanya

Bila Rindu ini..masih milikmu
Kuhadirkan sebuah..tanya untukmu
Harus brapa lama..aku menunggumu..aku menunggumu..aku menunggumu…

Dalam hati kumenunggu..
Dalam hati kumenunggu..aku…
Dalam benak kumenunggu..
Dalam hati kumenunggu..aku…
masih menunggu….

Bila Rindu ini..masih milikmu…
Kuhadirkan sebuah..
harus berapa lama…Harus brapa lama…
aku menunggumu..aku menunggumu..aku menunggu..aku menunggumu….

CINTA

Mengapa apabila disebutkan isu ‘cinta’ , ‘kekasih’ , ‘kasih dan sayang’ pasti hit menjadi tatapan sahabat semua, namun apabila timbul isu Riba’ dalam Islam, isu umat Islam dan sebagainya pasti kurang mendapat sambutan. Puas diri ini berfikir, puas diri ini menilai diri kerana kita ini sama walaupun berbeza.

Akhirnya, saya membuat kesimpulan bahawa dengan cintalah lahir kesetiaan, ketaatan dan pelengkap hidup seorang hamba. Rasulullah saw mendidik para sahabat untuk cinta kepada Yang Maha Esa dan Rasul melebihi segala-galanya, jika tidak bagaimana Saidina Ali sanggup meggantikan tempat baginda ketika beliau sedar bahawa nyawanya bakal diambil begitu sahaja. Begitu juga Saidina Abu Bakar, berhjirah bersama-sama baginda ketika peristiwa Hijrah yang penuh liku dan cubaan, bahkan beliau menahan bisanya ular sehingga menitiskan air mata untuk tidak mengejutkan baginda SAW.

‘Kalau kamu tidak menolongnya (Nabi Muhammad) maka sesungguhnya Allah telahpun menolongnya, iaitu ketika kaum kafir (di Mekah) mengeluarkannya (dari negerinya Mekah) sedang dia salah seorang dari dua (sahabat) semasa mereka berlindung di dalam gua, ketika dia berkata kepada sahabatnya: Janganlah engkau berdukacita, sesungguhnya Allah bersama kita. Maka Allah menurunkan semangat tenang tenteram kepada (Nabi Muhammad) dan menguatkannya dengan bantuan tentera (malaikat) yang kamu tidak melihatnya dan Allah menjadikan seruan (syirik) orang-orang kafir terkebawah (kalah dengan sehina-hinanya) dan Kalimah Allah (Islam) ialah yang tertinggi (selama-lamanya), kerana Allah Maha Kuasa, lagi Maha Bijaksana.’ (At-taubah:40)
Ketika menjelang Perang Uhud, Abdullah bin Jahsy mengajak sahabatnya, Sa’d bin Abi Waqqash utk berdoa.Abdullah berdoa:

“Tuhanku, berilah aku musuh yang gagah perkasa. Aku berusaha membunuhnya, dan ia berusaha membunuhku. Kemudian ia memotong hidung dan telingaku. Kalau nanti aku bertemu denganMu, Engkau akan bertanya: ‘Man jada’a anfaka wa udzunaka?’ (Siapa yang telah memotong hidung dan telingamu?) Aku akan menjawab bahawa keduanya terpotong ketika aku berjuang di jalanMu dan jalan Rasulullah (fika wa fi rasulika). Dan Engkau, ya Allah akan berkata: ‘Kamu benar!’ (shadaqta).”

Lihatlah sahabat semua, betapanya tingginya cinta mereka kepada agama dan kekasih NYA, betapa besarnya peranan CINTA dalam kehidupan seorang hamba.

CINTAnya Nabi Ibrahim as sehingga sanggup meninggalkan Siti Hajar dan puteranya Ismail di lembah yang tiada berpenghuni kerana mematuhi arahan sang Pemilik segala CINTA. Setelah bertemu semula dengan puteranya, Nabi Ibrahim diarahkan pula oleh Allah swt untuk mengorbankan putera kesayangannya dan berlakulah peristiwa yang membuatkan hati bergetar melihatkan betapa agungnya CINTA seorang kekasih sehingga sanggup berkorban apa sahaja, seperti kata P.Ramlee ‘Berkorban apa saja, harta atau pun nyawa…’

CINTAnya seorang anak sehingga sanggup meninggalkan cita-cita yang menggunung tinggi untuk membantu si ibu dan ayah menyara keluarga, agar adik-adik boleh dihantar ke sekolah untuk meneruskan cita-cita mereka. Tidak boleh dibayangkan oleh akal bagaimana seorang ibu mampu mendidik berbelas-belas orang anak dengan penuh kasih sayang, penuh kesabaran melayan kerenah anak-anak yang tidak pernah habis ditambah dengan sikap anak-anak yang tidak jemu meminta itu dan ini.

CINTA juga membuatkan kekasih junjungan kita Nabi Muhammad saw bertahajjud setiap malam, merintih pada yang satu sehingga bengkak-bengkak kaki baginda, semata-mata untuk menyahut seruan kekasih pemilik CINTA yang Maha Agung.

‘Dan bangunlah pada sebahagian dari waktu malam serta kerjakanlah sembahyang tahajjud padanya, sebagai sembahyang tambahan bagimu; semoga Tuhanmu membangkit dan menempatkanmu pada hari akhirat di tempat yang terpuji.’ (Al-Isra’:79)

Betapa besarnya kuasa CINTA dalam kehidupan ini membuatkan diri berfikir dan yakin bahawa CINTA lah yang menggerakkan seluruh alam semesta. Seluruh semesta tunduk merendah diri pada Yang Maha Sempurna, bertasbih tanpa henti menurut perlakuan tabiat yang telah ditetapkan oleh NYA begitu juga dengan manusia, sekiranya lahir rasa CINTA tanpa ada had kepada NYA pasti akan berterus-terusan memuji kebesaran Ilahi kerana seorang kekasih tidak akan pernah lupa kepada kekasihnya bukan? Ingin sentiasa bersama-sama dengan kekasihnya dan tidak sanggup ditinggalkan keseorangan walaupun sesaat juga.

Marilah sahabat semua kita refleksi diri kita, setinggi manakah CINTA kita kepada si DIA, si DIA yang sentiasa di sisi tanpa pernah mengenal erti jemu, sentiasa membelai diri dengan penuh kasih sayang malah mengurniakan sang udara tanpa meminta balasannya. Menginginkan untuk bertemu janji (date) lima kali sehari tanpa rasa bosan ,jika kita terlambat si DIA masih menanti dengan penuh kesabaran dan kasih sayang. Sekiranya kita terlupa akan tanggungjawab sebagai seorang kekasih, DIA tidak pernah menutup pintu hati NYA untuk kita kembali kepadaNYA, DIA lah yang selalu ada, sentiasa dekat, lebih dekat dari urat kita, yang sentiasa memerhati di kala kita senang apatah lagi di kala kesusahan. Cukupkah kita mengingati dan menyayangi dan paling utama men CINTAI si DIA?

‘Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad): Jika bapa-bapa kamu dan anak-anak kamu dan saudara-saudara kamu dan isteri-isteri (atau suami-suami) kamu dan kaum keluarga kamu dan harta benda yang kamu usahakan dan perniagaan yang kamu bimbang akan merosot, dan rumah-rumah tempat tinggal yang kamu sukai, (jika semuanya itu) menjadi perkara-perkara yang kamu cintai lebih daripada Allah dan RasulNya dan (daripada) berjihad untuk agamaNya, maka tunggulah sehingga Allah mendatangkan keputusanNya (azab seksaNya); kerana Allah tidak akan memberi petunjuk kepada orang-orang yang fasik (derhaka). ‘ (At-Taubah:24)


cinta...yg meneguhkan ia yang mbinasakan pun boleh jadi ia sbb tu cinta dikatakan seperti api kecil2 jd kwan dh besar jd lwnjd...jgn main2 dgn api...xgitu??

my besh prenn

ckin...miss banget ya..erm bile lg kite nk p k'oke sm2..huhu
aku xde geng nk grau cm kte dlu2..hehe..kongsi crita..mslh..
smualah...

kaulah sahabat baikku..miss u kawan..



dina rahayu..adik akak yg tmbam..hehe..houzmate kje dulu..miss u a lot ;)

kwn baru???

ayoLL..he's my fwen...old fwen..ms aku blajar kt kolej dlu aku knl dye ni..
[tp bru jmpe]..hee..bila??ermmm...3hr slepas aku dtg KL nih..
dah lm nk jmpe tp mcm2 halangan la..=)
we all juz msg jer..tp xpenah jmpe..erm ape2 mslah aku kngsi crita ngn dye.bg aku nasihat, semangat..[ye ke]hihi..

oneday,..aku bgtau yg aku dah de kt KL..so we all nk jmpe la..
erm 1st meet..[takut][suka]
::cmne ehk rupe dye ni??=p

pd hari nk jmpe tu..we all set date n time la..dye nk jmpe mlm..tp aku n dak umah ade plan [men bowling]haha...so aku ckp "pas men bwling" bru leh jmpe..tp dye xdpt dtg amik aku..cz keje..so dye suh kwn dye mai amik aku [E.i.d.a.n]...aku tkt gak dahla xpnh jmpe si eidan ni..then..dtgla mamat tu tgk aku men bwling..

aku tercari2..mn mamat ni..dah lewat ni..tp dye msg aku tny "men bwling lane bpe"...
aku bls msg dye...[lane 24] upe-upenye msg aku failed..PENDING..

aku ttggu2 smbil men bwling..aku nmpak la mamat kt blakang tmpat kitorang men..ye ke dye ni eidan???...pastu aku lyn jer bwling..tgk mamat tu dah xde kt blkg..dh blah..aku coll la ayoLL..

>>mn kwn u??xde pun..
>>eidan ckp odw..myb dah smpai d'mines..td eidan ade coll i dye tny nm u..
::[ermm...aku pu dah agk memg mamat td yg duk blkg tuh,yg tgk aku men..hahaha]..so aku dpt agk da..:)

after dat..aku coll dye ni...lor p k'oke plak..tggula dye dlm 10min...tp aku pun nyanyi 1lagu [RELA~inka christie] pergghh..lm xnyanyi...leh tahan gak sore aku.hahaha[perasanggg]..

hbis nyanyi..bru p jmpe ayoll ni..erm [not bad] ~~senyum~~aku xckp byk sgt coz dh ngntuk gler..bdn ah pnt men bwling...lepak kdai mamat..minum2..

pastu die hntar blik....
blikla umah...

~~say love me~~hate me~~



you can say anything about me as you please..
but am what i am..and thats something you can never be...



~~kes kena tipu~~=P



Oneday at one place in kemaman, Monica bay..
~~ma boo kena tipu~~=P


bosannyer ini hari....erm edit blog??huhu...mn en.hasnol ni??xde training ke 2day..
pagi2 buka ym, myspace,fster...=) xde kje len..
smlam dah blajar hbis struts then CVS..



eeee...bosan tahap cipan dah ni........
ckinnnnn kemana kamu..hehehe

kin xdop mu xbehh r..xlengkap hdup nih...haaha =P

i love this song '' Matahari ''



Tertutup Sudah Pintu, Pintu Hatiku
Yang Pernah Dibuka Waktu Hanya Untukmu
Kini Kau Pergi Dari Hidupku
Kuharus Relakanmu Walau Aku Tak Mau

Berjuta Warna Pelangi Di Dalam Hati
Sejenak Luluh Bergeming Menjauh Pergi
Tak Ada Lagi Cahaya Suci
Semua Nada Beranjak Aku Terdiam Sepi

Dengarlah Matahariku, Suara Tangisanku
Kubersedih Karna Panah Cinta Menusuk Jantungku
Ucapkan Matahariku Puisi Tentang Hidupku
Tentangku Yang Tak Mampu Menaklukkan Waktu

Berjuta Warna Pelangi Di Dalam Hati
Sejenak Luluh Bergeming Menjauh Pergi
Tak Ada Lagi Cahaya Suci
Semua Nada Beranjak Aku Terdiam Sepi



"I Can't Live Without Your Love"


I can't live without your love
I can't live without your touch
The pride I stand to gain isn't worth the pain
I can't face another day
And I don't care who's to blame
If this is what it takes, I'll be the one to break
I'm not giving up
I can't live without your...

Footsteps down the hallway, the strength you have within
How much you say in silence, yeah, your breath upon my skin
Don't know who I am without you
Just like the very air I breathe

As we sit here in the quiet, there's a pounding in my head
I feel the weight of a thousand angry words between us
The bitter things we said
So I'm reaching out to you tonight
I don't care who's wrong, I don't care who's right
We've come too far to let this slip away now
I'm asking you, I'm telling you
I'm begging you

Trilogi Cinta by ; Ma Boo



Setahun sudah ku menunggu dirimu
Akhirnya kau menjadi milikku
Susahnya untuk ku melupakan mu
Kerna kau kucintai selalu

Tapi sayang….
Kehadiran kekasih lamamu
Datang kembali mengenang cinta dahulu

Mengapa ini semua harus berlaku
Apakah ini semua kerna diriku
Sedangkan aku penawar
Dahaga dalam percintaan
Tak sanggup aku melepaskanmu

Kau ibarat terperangkap di tengah lautan
Tak tau mana arah untuk kau menuju

Andai kau pinta untuk melepaskanmu
Terpaksa aku turutkan
Mungkinkah ini suatu pengajaran
Di dalam percintaan

Me & Ma Boo

I Love him so much
He's my dearest pal
He'll always catch me when I fall
He's always there when I call
He always talks so loud
Even in a crowded house
He always shows what he got
I share my dreams and all my stories
I don't think I need my diary
If you're teasing me, don't you worry?
I will keep you in my memories
When my boyfriend smiles
The world seems all mine
And all the days seems truly fine
Make me reach up for the sky

Me & my boyfriend now
We're moving so slow
If you really want to know
Come on and join the show!

When I'm blue. feel so lonely
No one sits here right beside me
I'm gonna call you just to hurry
Come and see me
It's so scary and I need you desperately

Nothing Last Forever

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I’m letting go
It may not last but I don’t know
Just don’t know

If you don’t know
Then you can’t care
And you show up
But you’re not there
But I’m waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that’s warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I?ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I’m asleep

If you don’t know
Then you can’t care
And you show up
But you’re not there
But I’m waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn’t mean we’re not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you’re still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains


Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Hati-hati kaum perempuan


Message: Perhatian!! kepada sumer kaum pempuan yang memandu, benda ni betul2 mnakutkan..benda ni betul2 terjadi kat penang.. korang ingat lagi x dgn kes Ms Canny Ong yang dirogol dan dibunuh??

hmm..ader sorang pompuan ni berenti dekat stesen gas "pay-at-the-pump" untuk isi mnyak..sebaik saja dia siap isi mnyak tu dan nak beredar,seorang pekerja kat situ buat pngumuman yang kad kredit pompuan ni ad
problem sket..pekerja tu suruh pompuan ni masuk ke dalam untuk bayar..tapi pompuan ni confused la sbab transaksi mnunjukkan yang pmbayaran kad kredit dier diluluskan dan xder msalah paper pon..
so pompuan tu bgtau la pkerja tu dan dia pon bersedia nak beredar ke kereta dia balik..tapi pekerja tu tetap bertegas dan suruh dia masuk dalam.. pompuan tu pon decided untuk masuk ke dalam... sebaik aje die msuk
kat dlam..dia mula marah kat pkerja tu.. lalu pekerja tu suruh dia bertenang dan bagitau hal sebenarnya..
nk tau aper?? sbenarnya msa pompuan tu dok isi mnyak,pkerja tu nampak ada laki mnyelinap kat blakang keta pompuan tu dan pkerja tu dah pon tepon polis.. pompuan tu pon apalagi,takut r..dia pon try intai dan dia
nampak pintu keta dia terbuka dan laki tu kluar dari keta dia.. hmm..ada laporan yg mngatakan yg skang ni ada gang yang amik body part orang pompuan..salah satu cara diorang adalah dgn menyelinap masuk keta
orag pompuan masa pompuan tu tgh pump gas atau beli brang kat kdai TGH2 MLAM!!
> kemudian,diorang akan potong kaki pompuan tu untuk mmudahkan diorang culik dan bunuh pompuan tu.. satu cra lagi plak,diorang akan msuk kedalam keta yg xder orang n x berkunci kemudian culik pompuan tu
dan bunuh diorang..
> korang pass la msg ni kat mna2 pompuan yg korang knal.. bg org pompuan plak,be xtra careful n kalo bley,jgn kuar sorang2 tghh malam.. lagi elok,x yah kuar langsung mlam2.. mesejnya:
1:selalu la kunci pintu keta wlaupun korang rasa korang nk kuar jap jer..
2:check bwah keta waktu korang nak balik ke keta lpas selesai urusan
korang..
3:Always be aware of your surroundings and other individuals in your general
vicinity, particularly at night!
p/s : yg pompuan...sbrkan tuk semua kaum hawa...yg laki...klu syg mak ke
kakak @ adik pompuan ke kwn pompuan.
Better in time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will


My Prince


1)One stays & remains 4rever in my heart " EZAM " my lil man ..in heaven [rip]

2)"my ONE in a million, Prince Charming"
A simple man who have a PURE HEART, has a good judgement and common sense, honest, wise, true, gentle, mature & courageous..

And THEN,
I will drink a magic potion shrink way down till I was small
enough to fit right into his
shirt pocket and live
there tucked near to
his heart, listening
' to it beating in
rhythm with
mine every
minute of
every
daY

cheroKee Rosses

I Am me,
I am stardust and dreams,
I am light,
I am Love and Hope..
I am tears and hugs
I am the words ‘ I love you’
I am swirls of blue, green, red, yellow, purple, orange …
And colors you can name..
I am the sky, the sea, the earth…
I hide, yet I don’t hold anything back..I trust, yet I fear, …..
I’m an illusion …I smile when I cry….

masalah..masalah..hehe

masalah pertama : ketidaknyamanan padahal its necessary , masalah kedua : sirik tanda tak mampu hey! hahaha , masalah ketiga : si baru kenal muka dua , barongsai lu , masalah keempat : aku tak suka tempat ni !"